Its all but amazing to me when my mind starts wondering to all the life lessons I have accomplished in my 32 years of life!!! Yeah I said it 32, Oh I know readers its hard to believe that this hot mess is 32 but she is.. lol OK come now seriously 32 years and I feel like I am still trying to figure out what I was meant to do. I always thought growing up the my destiny was to be a mother and a wife and maybe to a certain extent that is apart of my destiny, However it appears that I didn't do so hot on the wife part and the mom part well I am still working on that hoping that I don't screw that up to. Oh I know that really my divorce was what people would typically call not my fault but I am sure I played more then my roll making it down that bumpy road. I accept my part in that road, as I do every failed attempt so far at love (Arizona), and I have so many regrets, so many things I wish I can go back and undo but I can't. So tonight as I sit here writing to what maybe my one or two readers who glimpse at this after I email the reminder that I have updated it, I say this what are we to do with our lives for those of us that don't know that is, the rest of you who have got it all figured out please fill me in with your wisdom. Believe me I enjoy being the mother of three beautiful kids, I love my job (for the most part), I love my art(if that's what you call it) but still i feel like I have a whole bunch of half completed projects and not enough accomplishments. So what i say to you my fearless readers is this I want to start a list 32 things to do before I am 33 which is really about 9 months, maybe these things will help me find some completion in parts of my life while the broken parts of me start to heal. So this is what I have come up with:
1. Photograph landscape
2. Go to Hollywood.
3. Meet my goal weight
4. Karaoke
5. Paint
6. Sign up for a creative writing class
7. Dance under the moon.
8. Go to an Art Show
9. Take my kids to the snow
10. Go see my mom.
11. Drive and don't look back
12. Skinny dip
13. Do something scary
14. Go on a blind date
15. Do Family Photos
16. Start applying money in my savings account
17. Call my Father
18. Go see the Grand Canyon
19. Go on vacation with the kids
20. Let go of what doesn’t want to be in my life
21. Build a sand castle with my kids
22. Send My mom pictures of my kids
23. Forgive
24. Start Family night with the kids
25. Organize my closet
26. Have my palm read
27. Use my treadmill
28. Learn to play an instrument
29. Create art
30. Start my book
31. be impulsive
32. Fall in love with life again
Okay there it is wish me luck! I will keep you updated as I start to cross them off, and I will start blogging more often.
Thursday, July 02, 2009
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Posted by Lisa at 9:24 PM
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I think you are amazing!!! Miss you...let me know if you want a buddy for anything on your list! :)
Thank you Schmekel!!!! I miss you too and a buddy for some of my things on my list would be amazing let me know what you would be willing to do with me, memories, adventures are what we are creating and you are someone I would love to share that with!!! So bring it on girlfriend lol... What do you have in mind!!!
I think you are amazing too, in so mny ways that you dont see or have forgotten. You have been a wonderful daughter, no easy task, and an awesome sister, again no easu task. You have been there for me, when i should have been there for you. You may not tell me everyday that you love me, but I kmow in my heart you do always. You give of yourself freely and never ask anything in return, other then to be treated with respect and kindness. You love and take great care of my grandkids. You rarely complain about anything, which by the way bugs the hell outta me, i am your mom, and thats what i am here for. To listen when you need and ear, and know i will never judge you for your desicions. Lissa you have acomplished so very much, you just dont see it. You only see and think of those think YOU think you have failed at. You are living life, its not always easy or what we expect, but it is YOUR life babygirl. You are my life and i love you very much. Always been proud of you and each step you have made toward reaching any given goal. Again my precision daughter, I love you and am so proud of you.
Love Mom
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