The words from a woman who is inspired.....

Can in one moment your life change so quickly.. Can you one minute feel like life is so hard and its insanely hard to breath in and out... and then with a blink of an eye, a moment of clarity and wow you have found a spark within you that makes you want to capture a picture, write a story, smile again! I am a woman who feels, I feel every emotion, every inch of pain and every inch of happiness. I wish from time to time that I could be that person who can make choice and never look back not show an emotion or shed a tear over anything that would make them look weak or helpless but then you wouldn't have these ramblings from an emotional women to read everyday!!! Love, life, kids, jobs, friends, families they all effect us everyday, sometimes in good ways, sometimes in bad. Sometimes in my life I let one experience hold me down and sometimes it takes me a long time to recover. I guess that comes from being so emotional and probably from being my mother's daughter, my mom loved a man so deeply that even when her life started over she never really let go, loving him without letting go and loving herself left her in a place where I don't think even she knew who she was, she was lost. Now so many years later she has finally let go and learned that to open one door she had to let the other door go....but so many years were lost to that pain. I refuse to get lost in this love, to hope, to hold on, to stop living for someone who forgets that i even exist. I know from those experience we all can pull inspiration, desire, need and want to rise above one accomplishment or one crumbled moment to prove to ourselves or the people we love that we can rise again even more amazing. What's that saying "from the rubble of a broken dream rises the strength, determination and courage to reach for the next one". Today I say I am rising, stronger more inspired then I have ever been.... I know that from the pain of a broken heart, I can pull in that emotion and create inspiration, determination to improve me, I will not let this defeat me when the person who effects me no longer shows the emotions I feel right now I have no choice but to start new to rise above this pain.. to find something that inspires me. I am breaking through and trying something different I will not stay in this house waiting for her to rescue me, I will not stop living in hope that she will want to come live with me, I will start new, try new things, let myself be inspired to live again in this life and not feel guiltily!!!

So things that inspire me....

My photography and my babies....



Creative pictures with couples and their bottom halves.....










Capturing a woman in love....Sayings that say it all
Road signs with meanings other then traffic......

Creative pics made out of household items......

and love drawn on the beach....
Which all comes back to photography......
and my writing.......

With all this inspiration how could a girl not be able to pull herself up from the wreckage of a broken heart and walk down the broken road sharing pictures, words and her heart.... I mean at this point I really just have to breath in and out and be this inspired woman.... with a camera, and my laptop I will rebuild myself for me, my kids and the hope of being someone amazing!